"..pretty baby don't you leave me i have been saving smiles for you... .. pretty baby well can't you see you are the one i belong to..." -vanessa carlton
oh how i wish i could tell gary this. i'm head over heels in love with gary. yes, gary gary, my sweet sweet gary. oh damn.
the last time i saw him was a horrendously long time ago. the last time he sms-ed me was even longer. the last time he spoke to me... was almost never. this is pure torture. i so want to see him. why must this happen? why must we fall in love, but it ends up one-sided?
"...ku berjalan-jalan memutar waktu, berharap temukan sisa hatimu..." yea, i always go out, joka-joka, with hope that i'll meet gary.haiz.. but i never ever meet him.
"...hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkan mu selalu, slalu dalam hatiku...." yea dammit. i worry always bout the girls. about my poly, about my future, my family and stuff, but i always think of him. coz he's in my little heart.. yea, i love gary.. but he doesn't see it the same.. he knows i like him, but he doesn't bother coz im not the only bitch who's crazy for him.. not the only one
".... tak bisakh kau munungguku, hingga nanti tetap menunggu..." bisa, bisa aku menunggumu. he's having his big o this year, had mine last yr. i'll wait for him until he finishes his big o. yes, i'll wait with an open heart. i won't even look at other guys in poly. yes! i'll wait for you my dear, i'll wait...
"....kau menjadi hidupku tunggu sejenak aku di situ jalanku jalan menemukanmu..."
benar, kau telah menjadi hidupku karna kau senentiasa di dalam hati kecilku ini. bisakah kau menungguku? aku bisa menunggumu, tidak kira berapa lama. my path is the path that'll lead to yours. damn gary i love you, yes i do... call me silly.call me stupid. call me crazy. i had once said, you can never stop the yearning heart from yearning. say what you want, my little heart will continue to yearn
