camp starts tmr. damn. i hate camp and i hate my cca to a certain extent. im a pc, damn can u believe it!! damn. im gonna miss peter. i won't be able to see him coz i'll be wasting my life in camp. damn. i hope my platoon does well. i hate it when my people suck. i only saw them once that's all. anyway, im gonna be fierce during camp.heesh. if i can that is.. sure i can, coz i'll be in a super bad mood i'll scream down anyone's throat if they piss me off.oh whateva.. enough abt camp. i can't wait to return home from camp.. im so gonna hate camp. let's change topic....:)
i've been watching peterpan's music vidoes lately. i know they were hot in year 2004 and are now considered outdated and stuff like that. but in 2004 i solely listened to english songs nothing else.. i even considered malay songs damn kental..hahaz. but now, i guess i have to be more malay?! hahaz... i can't possibly forget my roots, right? hahaz.. anyway peterpan rawks..i think i have a major crush on the lead singer.he's name is ariel or something. but ariel sounds so..... gay. as in little mermaid's name is ariel. so i would rather call him peter.yes, my peter:)
the thing that i hate about those music vidoes are those bimbos in skimpy clothes, exposing as much skin as possible. they look bloody brainless.damn, can't keep their hands to themselves... must they touch peter!! damn.
my mama told me that peter's married.. is it true? damn, i had chosen not to believe my mama. peter is not married:) he's oh-so sinlge and very available...
i love the song 'bintang di surga'. it's so romantic and sweet and cool and awesome!! the music video is great! peter got shot! peter was like the bad guy in the video.ooohh... sexy.... but of course there had to be the girl who i suppose is peter's girlfriend in the mv.bleahx. peter's voice is so sultry and sexy and ooohh...he turns me on. i love him!! hahaz....eeek! hahaz...
damn i can't stop thinkng about camp. damn camp! damn camp!! DAMN CAMP!! urgh...
anyway, fox had not been sms-ing me lately. hmmm, my mama told me that it's not him who had been sms-ing me. it's his dad...oooh..scary.. i kinda believe my mama. well, see, when i was working with dw, i smsed him abt my job and stuff and to my suprise, it was not fox who replied.. it was his dad. scary...anyway, i choose to think that fox is the one who send those messages..heehee
it's starnge coz i no longer have the excitement when fox sms me..why? i dunno.. maybe i'm too in love with peter to even bother about fox..hahaz. but me with peter is like putting together water and fire.. it's totally impossible..hahaz.. anyway, i no longer feel over the moon like i used to (last year) when fox sms me... heez. why r?
anyway, it's so cute to think that fox actually looks at the moon. i look at the moon too. i always look at the moon coz i always return home late...hahaz. actually i am the one who told fox to look at the moon. the moon is really pretty. i especially love it when it's in full bloom:) damn i miss him..heehee
haish, what the hell. this entry is so random. it doesn't flow. i just type whatever shit that comes across my mind.. sometimes i look forward to fox's sms but when i read it i feel content, that's all, the same feeeling once i had my dinner, content. there's no more adrenaline rush...
damn, what's wrong with you minting?? are u mad, are u in love or just in love with the idea of being in love? i dunno... damn i hate camp
