yes.. That's very true. i am a lazy lazy swine! dammit, was suppose to report to work last thursday, ok as in yesterday.. but i was too damn lazy. i had actually sms-ed my boss lying that i had a course so i can't help her with the callings. can't blame myself, it's the job, it's a bore! B-O-R-I-N-G! BORING~!
whenever i have work, i'll feel so lethargic.. seriously! i'll literally drag myself to bugis and when i'm in the office i kept glancing at the clock. time just crawls like a half-dead sloth when i'm at work. urgh! my boss, she's nice and stuff... offered me chocolates ( didn't except any coz im on a diet remember? ).. she gave me tips on how to be more persuasive, in short she treats me well. haiz.. but telemarketing is really not me. really really not me. when im on my way to work, i just can't help but look forward to going home.
maybe it's the environment. i hardly talk to anyone else besides my boss. the rest of them are like in their late 20s. most of the time the phone is glued to my ear so i don't even have a chance to start a convo with anyone. the things i look at are mostly my script, the phone list and the clock. that's all. and sometimes i look out of the window to see if the sky is completely dark. the darker the sky, the better coz it just shows that my working hours will be over soon.
i really wanna find a temporary job, a road-show job or something. but in a short notice like this, it's kinda hard. i wanna earn $$. to a rather large extent $$ makes me happy. i want a job which i enjoy. haiz... damn, so bloody confused.
i think i'll stick with my telemarketing job until i start school. but I DON'T LIKE THAT JOB..it's boring.*&&^Q#^$#%$*&*$%... damn!!! what to do?!! should i find a new short-term job?? i really do not know what to do.
ok..ok.. tmr is the girl's competition. after that, maybe i can find a short-term job. get my pay from finexis quit and find a short-term job..yes. but how do i quit? what if i don't get a job? i'll be jobless. no job means no $$.. damn, maybe i'll just stick with finexis until poly starts.. haiz...
