'.... masihku merasa angkuh terbang kenanganku jauh....'
oh dammit im so bloody in love with peterpan! he's just so bloody hot.. he TURNS ME ON! ok whatever, here i go again, angan-angan tahi ayam. i always do that but i have a logical and a reasonable reason to why i act so foolishly. i have no school. school has yet to start and im wasting my bloody time rotting away at home. therefore i had focused my overwhelming energy to liking people who will never ever give a hoot about me. ouh.., that's very sad sia.
kinda glad yesterday...heez.. should know why. but as usual i had to promt him..yea, get what i mean? i badly need someone to accompany me to amk for my xray appt. it's not that im not independent or anything, i just don't wanna die of boredom once im there. ( itchy-itchydamn mosquito bite, damn mosquitoes, you ought to be burnt in hell ) nina had volunteered to accompany me but she has to ask permission from her mama, ok.. let's wait and find out what the lady boss has to say...
it's raining now, usually i read a book or something when it's pouring. but today seems to be a dark and gloomy day, not a suitable day to read. even with the lights on evrything seems so dead.. the atmosphere is just eerie and shadows mask the usually bright spots. anyway, sedang asyik updating my blog and listening to my boyfriend's songs...hahahaz. i so love him.. as for the guy whose name starts with 'G', he's dead. to me, he was hit by a monster truck and suffered serious injuiries. he is currently suffering beacuse of a skull fdracture overlapping cerebral compression and spinal injury, he's bound to be fully-paralysed if he were to survive. besides that, he also has a ribcage fracture and his broken sternum had STABBED his puny heart and lungs. thus, i can say that he's suffering from pneumothorax as well. :) the monster truck had hit him so hard, he was flung into a huge, unaccesible, muddy, stale pit. his patheic body will never be found as no one in the whole entire universe knows about the pit (except for me). he shall lay in there for a long time, in an awkward position... he's still breathing though, let him suffer, let him suffer more. whatever amount of pain that he goes through is nothing compared to the amount of distraught i had to endure...HAHAAHA.damn you gary, damn you..you shall not die, you'll just suffer.. every second the morbid pain intensifies...
i have work later on in the evening, damn. i dont' enjoy my job. i'm an inexperienced kiddo, fresh from school and had been accepted to work with a finance company as a telemarketer. everyone in th office is like old, totally not my frequency. but i have nothing to do.. nothing at all, and if i work, i'll have $$ and if i have $$ i can buy new clothes. and if i have new clothes i'll be hApPY! get it? so i can't quit now.. school has yet to start. better earn some $$.. and btw, i don't really know the proper procedure of quitting.
damn, i so dislike work. *notice my choice of words, i used dislike instead of hate, so my degree hatred isn't that tremendous.
had been blog surfing lately. read lotsa peeps blogs. got to know some juicy-juicy gossips... shan't elaborate on that, i fear that someone might stumble upon this blog and read whatever shit there is and WORST! spread the news around.
'...oh bintang di surga berikan cerita...'
oooh...peter you're so hot! i love you!!
my tummy's grumbling, should i go get a bite? thought of starting on my detox diet today, but i forgot and drank plenty of milo this morning and even stuffed my stomach with cheese crackers. a failed detox diet. i shall try my best to start on friday. wish me luck:)!!!
damn, now im starting to miss gary. damn you gary, damn you!!
