i feel like running away, eat a magic pill and become a mermaid. i wanna know fish language and make friends with sea creatures. i wanna live in the vast blue sea. i wanna be free. there are no draining lectures, no tutorials, no 8am to 6pm school with only an hour break in between, no projects, no exams, no competitions, no fear and no heart wounds when im in sea.
im extremely worried for them kids. its probably my fault for being missing most of the time. im feeling weights now, the heaviness on my shoulders. guilt and regret.
i wanna be bestfriends with a blue whale. and when i cry, the sea will be there to wash my tears away.
i need someone to listen to me. shut up and just listen.
i just wanna be free- with my blue whale bestfriend.im strong. be my blue whale. (i guess it's that time of the month)
