// ikut rentak //
the last session of yoga made me perspire. falling on my face was what i did best.
lactic acid built up in my muscles causing my joints to weaken and give way.
i woke up the next morning with the feeling like i had no arms, just fingers.
im like weak. totally.
yet i went for baybeats with paula and elai.
and had the time of my life.
revisited the same place the next night with jackie and ez joining us.
elai fell and knocked out. glad she's better now.
if i was in her shoes, i think my dad would have forced the tudung on me right away.
the effects of yoga + baybeats = bigger eyes?
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was in the train yesterday, on my way to meet mak at yio chu kang.
a girl was throwing tantrums. she was 5 i guess and was next to me.
she insisted that her mom should stand and not sit.
she kicked and spat and slapped her mom. the woman gave in to the brat.
i couldnt control my angst no longer and shouted at the girl to stop.
fuck.
everyone in the carriage looked at me funny... mixed emotions.
i teared and alighted at the next station.
not eveyone's born lucky. shut the fuck up and appreacite what you have.
i may not be in the same plight as the children of asia. but i feel.
so shut the fuck up wont ya?
just shut it