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my rtt is supposedly tomorrow but my itchy fingers did me harm by postponing it to 19oct instead. dont ask why- i did it out of stupidity. and coz of that, im onhold and cant proceed for prac6. *TEAR MY SCALP!! by the time im due for road training, i'll forget how to ride and be forced to degrade to prac1.

on a brighter note, i got until 18oct to study for the rtt.

this morn, i went to SSDC to help a friend with his ttt- poor dude failed like 9 times before he passed just now. ouh! i saw me eyecandy*winks. i was checking him out crazy. i even got his name by straining my eyes real hard at the kiosk screen as he booked his next prac lesson and yay! he's at prac4 already:) .but *sadded he never strike a convo with me maybe coz of ego.

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i had come to realise that guys, most often, will never speak to a girl who is a few lessons ahead of them. they will only talk to girls who just started, are in the same prac level as them or are super hot. this is so so true, all my male ssdc-mates are either ahead of me or the same level as me.

ego ego ego aint getting 'em nowhere. girls on the other hand are totally different. somehow, girls just manage to click despite of prac levels. i got girl friends who are now in prac3&4, we talk- and i made friends with girls who are way ahead of me.

crap. maybe by the time im due for prac6, me eyecandy will be in the same lesson as me. eh?! double crap (-_-") he hasnt taken his rtt. i bet his is on the 22nd or maybe next month. well, i can just hope and im making myself appear ver ver desperate.
*but he cuuuute dan hot.

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anyway, i think johnny depp is sex.